Just an emotional rant feel free to ignore
Okay well about 2 weeks ago while looking at the Rodimus Prime tag to get some refs on him I saw two pages from issues I have yet to read yet. Curious as I am I read them and they were the most heart breaking pages I have ever read in comics.How Rodimus was shocked to hear about Red’s suicide and this set me off bad. I ended up crying for the next hour because I couldn’t clam down.
Red Alert had always been one of my favorite characters in Transformers, I found his paranoia interesting and while the characters in the comics just saw him as a bit of a nutcase I couldn’t help but admire him a bit because hey despite this parinoia of his he was able to continue on in life, he was able to continue on and become an officer. He was damn good at his job and he deserved to be respected.
Then this happened and it was just such a hard blow to me. I have been low before, I have almost attempted suicide before but never went through with it in the end and just seeing those two pages just struck way to close to home and to see the reaction of Rodimus kinda put me into a realization of sorts of what I put my family through when I told them about it.
And just ffff yeah, sorry I’m really not that great expressing myself but this will defiantly be one of the saddest moments I’ve read and I guess I just wanted to express my sadness in away? I know that he is okay, and now that I’m caught up with MTMTE I no longer believe it was a suicide attempt though it was still just a tough thing to get through.
I was trying to figure out a look for my OC Interbase but then this idea for Lyrica’s Ashbringer came to mind and ended up doing that *shakes fist* Damn you Flamer!
Anyways BACK TO THINKING UP A DESIGN FOR INTERBASE SO I CAN SPAM YOU ALL WITH HIM! xD
9 of Hearts Blaster!
I know Jack is suppose to be next but I’m having troubles with a pose for the Jacks 8I
1. Full Body ChibiAnd we’ll see what comes if/when I get to the Prime bots 8I
2. Full Body Not much details
3. Part Body more Details
But yeah thoughts?
I uhh…. I just…. this was just very distracting from a very….. very low mood I was in »
Also Prime Smokey <3 lol
DON’T KILL ME
